Getting crazier

It's been a very long time since I wrote for the last time. I don't have the enough time sometimes, I've felt so tired and all the suff I have to do drives me mad! I'm getting insane (more).  I've been really stressed and all the trouble around me makes me stay away of the things I love.
It's not bad at all. But in two weeks I'm doing the most important exam in my whole life and I'm nervous and stressed because I haven't finished revising all the topics yet! And I have just two weeks!
I love to write, that is the main reason I started this blog about a year ago (maybe more) I know this doesn't have the views I'd like to, but writting is a good way to relax for me.

Well the next two weeks will be a nightmare for me, I'm doing my last semestre in high school and preparing to college. I haven't been able to do as much as I want, at least I have written a bit, (my fanfiction and original stories as well) but I'm sad because I haven't be able to read my Sherlock Holmes book for about four months! I can't complain, I have seen the series, but I really miss my life before all this stressful stuff.
I think life would be easier if I didn't procrastinate as much as I do in social media, (making edits for instagram is not always a good way to use my time), facebook and whatsapp aren't your best friends when you're trying to study, but they're necessary to do team work as well, so it is very hard to stay away of them at all.
So I try to avoid them as possible, but for God's sake, I can procrastinate with everything, literally. I love to write stuff, but it is not likely to me read stuff of other people, because my eyes are really sensible to the computer light, but this week I spent a lot of time reading a story with 35 chapters! I don't know what do with myself I have so many things to do, and look at me, I'm writting a blog.
Of course I have lost some things, I stay in home all weekends and even I don't talk to my friends too much.
The worst of all this is that I'm doing stuff that I shouldn't, I mean I got a good grade, I shouldn't have been doing a thesis, but school always help to the lazy students, so I have to suffer and do the stupid thesis. The website is working well I think, but it has taken me a lot of time because my classes aren't the best. I have to write a stupid essay about I don't know something that is weird and not really usesful, I cannot understand why teachers give us so many work if they know all the things we have! And seriously people ask why don't you like school?
I love learning new things, knowledge is a big advantage, but not in this way, we're not really learning, we're acting as machines, as robots with automated responses.
Besides I don't know why teachers don't like me, maybe because I don't like being around them, laughing of their jokes. Not sure, and I don't really care but I have suffered a lot with all the unfair things they have done to me. I even had a crissis, I'm discovering my mind is not as healthy as I'd like, I'll talk about it next post maybe?

So wow, this was a very good way to relax, despite I have to return working, thank you for reading. I will try to be active here again.